MY MISSING RIB

3 years gone, thinking her memories should have faded away as those years walked their way through into the ancient gates

It's still hard to believe that those three years seem like the incidence just happened 2 weeks ago

I still couldn't believe that my attraction has come and left me distracted here on the surface of the earth

My shoulders are weak, they are as weak as those lifeless papers swept away into the moving waters

Imagine all that matters suddenly faded  away before your very eyes and nothing you could do

Honestly, the incidence must have succeeded in crumbling down the wall that shielded my heart

It's just a step closer to the achievement of those beautiful wishes drawn on the walls of our hearts

We did have plans, two boys and a girl would be enough, we wouldn't forget to help the needy with all that we would be blessed with and we wouldn't wait for Valentine's Day to come knocking before we celebrate ours, ours will be daily celebrated

How really can I find sweetness in the kisses of another woman?

Every other kiss ministered an expired product to my soul, probably determining to usher me into the realm of the dead

The reality is, I don't want to die, my desire is to turn those dreams into reality but that can not be achieved if she is not by my side

How can my phone function without her sim to launch it into the world?

I can remember vividly how we sketched a mighty empire on a broad paper and already making plans on how to turn that into reality

Here I am broken down on a seat, and watching your spirit being snatched away by death and nothing I 

*Something must have been missing, how can I be an experiment left behind by death to wander on this world where all is fading away?

How can your magical touch turned cold and all I could do is to sit on a chair screaming like a young boy watching his father beating his mother to death

Pray all is over now, pray the world end now?

The last time I spoke to my father he told me to dust it and move on like a man

Voices told me to carry on but here I am swimming in an ocean all alone and gradually drowning

Maybe the day we met was a mistake but I must confess, it wasn't, it was the luckiest day of my life

How I wished I had wings to stop you from flying but I wasn't blessed with any

Maybe I would have stopped your spirit from leaving your gorgeous body

Maybe our stars can still be shooting on the sky for the whole world to see

If falling into the dark would have ensured 

your existence, I would have honorably paid that prize

If journeying to Jahujahula, the land of the dead could add to your life, I wouldn't have given a second thought

How I wish we could set fire to the lonely night but it's a pity you are nowhere to be found

How I wish you are here with me tonight where we can kiss passionately like our existence strong depends on it

Wish your name could be called and answered on the edge of the night