FADED THANKSGIVING
Baby, I have always been wrong, like damn wrong
I couldn't believe I could forget how you walked through the valley of death as a prize that needed to be paid for us to have our first son
How could I forget those days you needed to kiss the ground with your knee in prayer?
How could I forget the day you left your father's name, the name you have been bearing for the past 27 years of your life and you silently accepted to be bearing my name for the rest of your life?
I couldn't believe I would forget those months you were carrying life inside that feeble stomach in pain that couldn't be expressed by words
Honestly, I have been stupid to have forgotten those sacrifices you singlehandedly made for my existence to be worthy of living
I gave you sperm and you gave me children, not just children, well-trained and glorious children
You turned my home into a paradise
I thought you are weak, I never knew you are stronger than me
My success passed through you for endorsement before it could become a reality
You are gold that could not be bought but can be earned
For years my life has been placed under the governance of incompleteness until you came to make it complete
You are the factor that has been lacking in the equation of my life
You are the entrance to life and death for men
You wallowed in pain and tears for me to be called a Father
Early in the morning, you staggered to the kitchen to make me a quick breakfast while I was still on the bed struggling to resist the temptation of waking up to life
How could I forget those priceless sacrifices you made?
Now I have lost you into the arms of the death
I did all I could to stop you from being snatched by death but I failed in my attempt
I wish I could bring you back into life but that I couldn't do
I was defeated while trying to rescue your soul that was being led to the entrance of the underworld
It was a faded thanksgiving
I must admit, I did fail to recognize your efforts that could not be quantified by money when you were alive
I am a loser who couldn't appreciate you when you were alive
It was a faded thanksgiving
Appreciate your women
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