Chilling with God

I know, the news of losing someone close to your heart is a memory you wouldn't pray to take to bed

I also know, the pain of being betrayed by someone you love, is a pain you wouldn't throw a party for or drink a coffee to

The reality of my expression is that I have been left all alone by myself to sprawl on in life with a bleeding heart

Leaving with the painful memory of someone dear to your heart is a war that wouldn't end with the strength and sword of the mightiest knight

It will take more than a miracle to forget the kisses you shared, the promises you made each other, the tears and laughter you shared together, the secrets you shared together and every other thing you wish you could still live on with but the reality is, they have all become a wrapped painful memory you are taking home to mama

I have once had an unexpected gash directed to my chest by a lover

I have once been sneered by enemies wrapped under the pretense of friends

At a time, I have once been spunked up through a write-up by Rose

Rose added, she knows of someone I needed to start chilling with and I said who could that be?

I said I have never seen anyone so reliable in this old damn freaky world

Everything here is friction looking real

We sat very close to the bridge of texas, listening to the unsettled voices of the ocean, the echoic sound of the mighty wind roared through too and the stars didn't fail to display their wonders on the sky

We sat there feeling so special like a couple who just won a Canadian visa

We were there smiling for no reason, we were there busy watching the blazing wonders of the stars on the surface of the sky

No juice or piano played to rejuvenate my broken heart and we still felt happy

Rose's smile was an infection and didn't fail to conjure me into smiling too

At a point, I was laughing like a lunatic

The wonders of the stars, the uninterrupted voices of the oceans and the unsettled whispering of the wind got me high like a spirited vodka drink

Then I stopped and said Rose, you still haven't told me about this "Fidelis guy" you were talking about and she responded you have met him

When and how?* *You must be kidding me*

She said, tell me the creator of heavens and earth, the creator of the stars, oceans and every other amazing thing on this Earth

I paused for a moment and she said that is the "Fidelis guy" you have been missing all this while

Your life has been a twist and thread because of his absence in your life

She held my hands close to hers

She said Frank, you need to start chilling with this guy

No one goes for God and goes down

I said how can I achieve that? She turned around and requested for my phone, at that spot, she sent me the full soft copy of a scripture

She said I should be biting and studying it

That was the best gift ever, that turned my life around

She went her ways and I went to mine too

Then I got home and just couldn't wait to start biting and studying the scripture

I spent hours at home biting and studying about Abraham, Joseph, Noah, and David*

There I found reasons for my existence and recovered all I have lost

He held my hands close to his, we were chilling together, exactly the way he was chilling with Abraham, Noah, and Enoch that was taken

The existence of a man is incomplete without God's words cementing and gearing his life

Such life is just like a lifeless twisted thread

You really can't find the missing value in your life without knowing and studying the almighty formula of your life

The best vodka drink we should be chilling and romancing is God's words, this is what the darkness can't but obey

When you chill with God, you are assured of success.

Abram chilled with God, his name changed to Abraham, so was Joseph, he became the prime minister in Egypt strange land.

Chill with God, I love you