I wish this feeling never existed...

The moment my heart caught fire of love in your eyes, that was when you said you were leaving...

You spun me inside and suddenly took a walk away

I thought you were my escape route, you were the sure route to destruction

You moused me inside with your beautiful smile and incredulously stabbed my heart with no trace of you

You left without saying goodbye

You left when I was finding reasons to love again...

You eventually gave me a reason to keep on believing that True love never existed

I thought I could keep you in my heart, I never knew you were a beautiful bomb wrapped inside the figure of a man, targeted to explode my heart panting for survival in the arms of heartbreak


I thought loving you is my last hope...


I never knew you came to smoke my heart with your heroic-figure

I craved for survival, I never knew you were the real disaster

I wish I had read the signs of your arrival, I would have strategized on how to dodge your sharp bullets

You shot my heart and left me panting under the arms of fate

My last hope turned to my “grey hope”

I did think I could breathe on with you, I never knew you wanted me to die without you

You fought to have space inside of me and left in a jiffy when you got yourself that space

You came in with smile and left me to remember you in tears

You are a monster acting like an angel

Who could be trusted again?

When ”my last hope” left me without thinking, now am stinking and sinking

Who could be trusted, when love turned to a dagger in the hands of the one we love?

Who could be trusted again, when the one meant to raise us, desired to hold us down?

Who could be trusted again, if people we loved could leave us with no trace?

I thought we could reign for eternity, found it hard to believe I could be left in the arms of calamity

You left me dotty and grappling for comfort in the arms of anguish

If we make ourselves our focus of delight or ecstasy, we are assured of heartbreak, anguish, disappointment, and loneliness on all sides

God should occupy that space — he should be the primary source of our delight

Human would undoubtedly fail us, even to our faces

*Finally...

Prov. 3 Vs 5 to 6

[5] Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. [6] In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.

The love of men is subjected to certain conditions that must be met

Some even desired to fulfill them but circumstances beyond their control snatched them away

Susan Hunt, the writer of “True Woman”, said something not comforting but heart-breaking— Her husband died at the age of forty-four, she added, the world was indeed turning upside, she couldn't imagine that she could spend a day without her husband

[She had long understood the true nature of humanity, which is never fixed

Oyin loves Kenny yesterday could change in a jiffy to deny the love she claimed

Peter confesses his love to Folusho, almost every minute, it won't be a surprising scene if Peter said he never knew Folusho

It is as bad as that, we are like the dice of a ludo game

Our actions and reactions are mostly subjected to environmental conditions and human nature

You are a happy winner, the moment you realize, no one can be trusted

If you haven't understood that human cycle, your happiness is subjected and can be twisted as they like under the tutelage of the human gear system

Only God can guarantee and stabilize happiness